Alright so the last few days make this rant feel entirely neccessary. No real clue why but I read a friends latest journal entry before I went to sleep last night, then work up and felt I had to right this before I went absolutely nuts.

I know way too many friends with relationship trouble and I have had a few ask me for advice. I do what I can but I admit i'm limited in that capacity seeing as how I don't even follow some of the advice I give. One of my best friends had her boyfriend dump her for as far as we know, absolutely no reason. Shortly afterward he started dating another girl and recently got dumped. Since she was single she decided to try and get with a crush of hers and see what happened only to be informed she's not his type. He hasn't really kept in contact since, -.- idiot. Now she wants to take back her old boyfriend and she was pretty happy when she was with him so I told her do what she wants as long as she's happy.

Another friend ended on a less happy note. Not a whole lot of his friends liked his girlfriend in the first place. It wasn't too long ago they broke up because he caught her cheating on him. Most of his friends wanted to wring her annoying little neck, quite similarly to the boyfriend from the alst problem. Now being the idiot he was and apparently still loving her, gods im starting to hate that word, he took her back despite what she'd done. Approximaetly a week and a half later they had broken back up. Why? Because she had been sleeping around and then denied it and not even her friends would protect her when asked. Yet something tells me he still likes her.

This story is merely something i've been hearing about from friends and I admit, just baffles me. A friend of theirs is being absolutely used by her boyfriend it seems and he seems like a total ass yet she loves him and stays with him. Many of her friends have told her that he really is no good and she needs to leave but he manipulates the fact that she cares and gets to stay. How annoying.

Tha last is my friends entry that I read. Now this I admit tugs at my heartstrings, so the saying goes. I feel for her because she's unable to see her boyfriend for very good reasons. She misses him terribly and wants to see him yet it's a bit bothersome and out of the way and she doesn't want to trouble him. I feel sorry for her and wish things would go better for her, as well as the rest but things happen as they must.

Yet even as I write this I can only lament because i'm sitting here, still single. Without the guts to bother telling the guy I like that I like him. He's cute, smart, funny. He has a great taste in music even if we disagree sometimes, and I really like him and would love to really get to know him since we have a lot of the same interests, despite his mmo addiction. However I lack the ability to really say anything about this and my job has been keeping me far to busy to lend it much thought. What a dilemnia this is. Well I think it's abot time I wrapped this up. Probably one of the longest entries i'll ever write.

So now I leave you with a line from Mizerable by Gackt-

Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete